Hmph, thinking back... im so stupid so dumb... but i choose to do it. And i had done it.. in the end i could not get any thing in return... what i got was he left me.... i help him so much... hmph.. this is what i get.. i tried to called you, did not pick up. Awhile later returned my call but did not talk... what is this? If you really don wish to talk to me.. tell me off.. importantly, if you wans to leave me jus say so.. don leave me without saying anything.. this is how you wan it to eond? I don know why you effect me alot. And very important in my life... when you leave me, i felt very empty.. i had over concern about ur feeling and started to hide my feeling....
14.1.13 @ Monday, January 14, 2013