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Age: Offically 16, once 2204 over
Location: Singapore

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Tell me once again That you'll love me to the death And should I die, you swear that you will come for me As I fade away, you reach out your hand

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And I'll be here by the ocean Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes And every waves drags me to sea

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I could stand here for hours Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?" With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question." Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
31.12.12 @ Monday, December 31, 2012
hi guy, im back to blog again.
little mood swing today..
im confused..
im in the wrong or what..
i don feel im wrong...
i jus don feel like going to didii house that time..
only once i told him.. he had mia like 2 day..
serious... can somebody understand me...
when i understand others, who is there to understand me?
when i concern others, who is there to concern about me?
who is it?
everytime, i don feel like doing a thing, i jus do for the sake of doing.
don find the reason of doing it..
i felt like i have nobody with me..
im alone in the whole.
nobody would see me.
my concern to them, were so be it.
my understanding were so be it too.
what am i to others?
what am i in this world for?
why? why don i know how to appreciate things, when it is with me..
why it is when things gone, i learn to....
why?
i don understand...
when i wan to treasure it but i don know how to..
i treat ppl, how i want them to treat me.
but in the end i don get what i wan..
i really don know what to do..
im lost. but there is nobody to guide me.
im in the darkness alone. there is no shine to guide me.
the shine had left me a year ago..
i start to miss the shine..
but i would not help it.
i really regret over dose myself..
ended in the condition, i don wished to ended in..
i have bad memories now.
i have slow thinking now.
simply said im stupid now..
in the past i did all this stuff as i could not put down my stupid past i had..
what i wan i couldn get..
what i wan to do, i cant...
i regret slitting myself too.
as after slitting, the pain still come.
the hurt i should not have, had come to me too.
is dumb, very dumb what i had did..

one by one left me, what can i do?
nothing.
my close ones, think im this kind of person, what can i do?
nothing.
now i left with hatre in heart..
nobody know.
faking a smile to move on.
i went playful and crazy, didn wan anyone to know im upset...
ppl tot i crazy and  playfu at time only. but im not.
i jus wan to be happy and crazy to get over my saddness..
am i really in the wrong??