Today, i went to school. Freaking tired. slept at 2 yesterday.
Today was waste of a day. i am in school from morning till night around 5 pm.
Afterward, i went home, waitied from my dinner to be back.
Right after my dinner, i went to find sebastian to slack actually as i miss him my friend. ^^But i find an exsuses to use his com. But actually i didn wan to use his com.
730 i went to tuition. Right after my tuition, i went to find him again! :D Slacked at his house since 928 pm, slept at his house around half an hour and i woke up as my phone vibrated. Hahahah. >< after that sebastian look at me!! OMGGG!! >< Sebastian need to bath, so i made a move home. (:
But i am shag after my sleep. I didn know why. As maybe i am shag because of my sister. :/ He didn seem to be understanding me. :( In the past i am looking forward to ur call, but now whenever i see ur call, i am afraid to recieve ur call now. :( I hate that feeling. T.T I wan to discard the feeling i have it now. What am i surpose to do?
I wish to open up to sebastian, but i have no gut to open up to him. I am still not ready to open up to him. Sometime in my mind have the words to tell him all. But i don have the gut to tell him ): Sebastian, i am sorry that i could not open up to you when i am upset. I still use to keep everything to myself whenever i feel down. Unless i really fucking cant stand the feeling i am having. Sebastian, i will try to ((:
5.7.12 @ Thursday, July 05, 2012