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All that's left is just to sing
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Name:AMANDA((:
Age: Offically 16, once 2204 over
Location: Singapore

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Tell me once again That you'll love me to the death And should I die, you swear that you will come for me As I fade away, you reach out your hand

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And I'll be here by the ocean Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes And every waves drags me to sea

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I could stand here for hours Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?" With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question." Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
22.4.12 @ Sunday, April 22, 2012
Hi people there ! ^^
Today is my birthday . Hhahaaha , to me is like another brand new day will pass . so yea ! hahah ,
I wont expect anything anymore ! (: all through im .. -.-
Today was a great , nothing much or big . i went to slack with Joel , Amanda.T , Chealee (sorry , dear i do not know how to spell your name .) , Nick , and Nick best friend (i don know your name ><) ..
You know what , Joel made for me a cover !! His singing is so great in the video . ^^ (Nice singing Joel ! )
Everybody wishes me Happy Birthday who i slack with today ! Im so happy as i did not expected it , (: I am so glad about it !! ^^
But im shag was my best sister i dote alot did not wish me . But i told myself i do not expecting anything from you too .. i know its sound hurtful .. whatever . if you think friends you are hanging out with is more important than me go ahead then , i no longer the past me that keep questioning myself like , "why you did not this and that and whatever already .. " I think that i had care to much toward you that you do not even bother about it . I always think about what you felt and so , but you never care about me much . You only guide me through what is wrong or right . I am sure that i appreciated it , but have you ever concern about am i happy ?? i wants a true friend that will made me happy , care about me , ask my day , mostly do not neglect me or ditch me and so ~ ...
Am i expecting too much from you ?? or we do not even suit each other ?
I do not know . That maybe i am sensitive after all ?
Seriously , i am tired and sick of everything . I always run toward you went you go away from me , neglected or ditch me and waited for you to back to my side when you think your friends that usually hang out with was not the good friends after all .
I am human i will feel tired after all , can you stop all the things that you are doing to me ... I wants you back my best friend ! ><
can you stop shattered my heart ? although i did not say anything , do not mean that i don feel anything ):
My heart seriously will feel nothing one day . As it is use to every single things already ...
That why she need a break , she MIA away from you and all her friends she loved so badly .
But after my MIA i able to see who is there and concern about me .. Thanks ! ((:
Life may not what i expected so fantastic and awesome , what no matter how big the obstacle i can meet , i will find through the way . i will stand on my feet now , and learn to start walking with my feet alone ..
This is me who had turn into a stronger girl that you ever expected now . I had come this way in a hard long miserable days , but yea ! I will ever want to regret the decision i made or even walking back .. NEVER ! and i wants somebody to be proud of me ! and the words i wants to hear ..
I will work for what i wants to hear and get already ! What comes and leaves i will not expecting any . This is me , AMANDA ! CAOS ! ~ <3