Today pretty upset . I have no idea why .. )): JUS keep sobbing and sobbing ... >< i don understand !! Treating ppl good is it a wrong ? there is nobody i would trust . The people i trust left me one by one . I felt very lonely each time . I don know what to do . Maybe am not good enough for them . Being their friend and sister , they maybe thinks that i will fail them alot . Things may cause by me . Not everythings , but some . What have i not done enough ?? in what way ?? I tried to maintain the friendship within us . Well , you may had think , i done badly as a friend and sister to you . Then i shall say , sorry for months for xia suay you . Do i need to be specific ? okay , i have made you difficult for 6 months 3 weeks . What could i say ? I AM TERRIBLY SORRY !!! those day , i had made you so upset about it . Time already fly , you had forget me as friend and sister jus within a day . I could say that what a good achievement you had today . Today is your best ever , i could say . How about me ?? .... Could my life still going on ?? Continue on by slitting myself each nights ?? slitting the day i die , bure in the coffin ?? MAY !! Whose knows right !! HAHAHAHA . Yea , anyway ppl hated me for so long , why not jus slitting slowly .... Hahaha . I had said so much here , i think you will say that wow , you sound so fake , you can be a actress instead . The moment you said that , my mind sank to the bottom ! )):
I think am already alright . i shall forget all the past we had . Am i right ?
I think am already alright . i shall forget all the past we had . Am i right ?