yeterday , so upset , but im fine today ! :D
yeterday so upset that i went to ate 40 pills with 4 different medi .
hahaah . seriously i am seeking to die .
seriously , i recevie call from , crabby , i immediatly think , am i dead ?
but to no avail , i stay alive :/ God really bless me .
eating those pills make me really want puke sia . plus my tummy quite upset too . eat too much pills plus , my dinner is pills , believe it ? OMG ! HAHA .
but im fine . ((: yeterday is quite scary as i ate without tell anyone .
once wake i told tingli and bell bell . after that dhn is crabby .
tingli jus say me nia .
dhn bell bell is my jie jie ma , so she scold me and lecture la . but at that moment never tend to listen to her .
after that crabby , so call as treaten la . but can hear that crab abit dulan . but i think i got promise crab not to it again ba . i that time aso seh seh don really remember what i said .
last night heart really aching badly , that feeling is horrible , terrible . that feeling is mixed . jus like 4 disarter come all together .
so i went to ate pill . when even im upset i have no one to go to . and don know what the method to make the pain away from my heart . i had control myself not to take but to no avail . this is the third time i think . i had even hurt myself last night by using penknife to cut my leg . using the penknife , cutting the neo-print , i accidentally hurt my index finger . but it okay .
but now , im totally okay and fine ! :D no worried :D
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