today lot of things happen .
i hear crabby on phone very mooby .
went to find crabby , something seen to trouble crabby alot , as crabby sound pity awful in phone . being good ,bought food for crabby .
crab seen that , had been throught alot .
had kana hurt by mostly exs and even his currently one .
crab told me "i wont get a steady relationship . "
somehow i am strongly disagree . everyone can find a steady .
as you cheris each other well , ur can last long , don you think so ?
another parties hong you , must you got to hurt back that parties ?
see arr , hurting back the parties , parties may think , you never tiongxim with him before , so that the parties will hong even big than you . if you don hong and pretend nothing happen , after a period , another parties will know , you really love ur pattern . ur pattern may did this to you , may wan to determine something about you . crabby i wan to tell you that , you did nothing wrong . you may had hong others in past but this may not be ur bao yin . it may be so concoincend .
it not ur fault . it aso not ur faith . god put you in this situation to make you learn this obstacles . and he wan you to learn how to overcome it . no matter how hard it is , in order to make you learn , don you agree ? honestly , i have my problem ,but i don really like to show ur . i understand that it may pissed ur off . that why yea . so whenever i am moody ,i tend to stay home , reflecting what i did wrong , that people treat me this way . i would find the answer but i always help myself out of this unhappiness that already . this unhappiness had hidden so well that no one could see it or even seen it . but this type of way to cheer myself up is bad as it may lei ji , and really one day im i that really bad moody i may eventually cry it out . i can bear anything but i myself may wan to avoid things that would hurt me . i always told you , don get into relationship , that the point and the reason . getting in to relationship isnt bad jus that , you must know how to play . it is jus like a game like chinese chess to me . beinging of the game , each other will be thinking , how to start and how long can it last . but begin single is alway the best , why is it so ? aso like play chinese chess , there no one with you , there alway no problem like , each other wont get hurt . 'being a relationship is like other parties begin to hurt you ' <- it can be a good way and even can be in a bad way . but whatever i say here you can don listen but when you really experience it , the pain and the memories is with you , and you may start to avoid it .
the feeling isnt good , i know . it hurting inside , when you start to hurt urself outside , the wound's pain leave away jus a second .but innerally the pain stay for hour , for day , for weeks , or even months . i don stop you for getting in relationship . but you got to get in mind that , its may takes year to recover but it take a seconds to take up the pain . is it so worth to get in ? whenever you suffer , other parties aso don even know . what for playing so hardly ?
beging together isnt should be happy , never wants to get eacher hurt , always wanted to protect each other safey , what ever each others wants they would try to get it . and never fail each other . when a parties is upset , the another parties will always there and encourge and thinking of how to cheer this parties up . if this world have this type of relationship theres alway no trouble , no double , there forever no problem . and will be a happily ever after already . )):
there is so many things to tell you .
terribly , im sorry
being the close friend of ur not able to be there will you need a listening ear .
sometime really thinking , having a good hearted , so ?
people never like , you ,will know to apreciate .
not only treat you good only , i aso treat those who really know how to care and there for a person even he/she jus a friends .
i really love friends are like that .
they do really care , take care like we are slibing.
maybe you never felt the true feeling of true friend care but it really will warm and melt ur heart seriously . ((:
but jus have a question for you , do i really suit to be a close friend ?
it seen that i don fit you know ? when you have problem , i seen , unable to help you out .
argh ! maybe i talking nonsense . haha . i maybe have pms . :/
mandy that fails you lot . ):