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Name:AMANDA((:
Age: Offically 16, once 2204 over
Location: Singapore

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Tell me once again That you'll love me to the death And should I die, you swear that you will come for me As I fade away, you reach out your hand

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And I'll be here by the ocean Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes And every waves drags me to sea

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I could stand here for hours Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?" With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question." Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
23.6.10 @ Wednesday, June 23, 2010
hii~
feeling horrible now..i don't know how to explain my abstacle!!!
jus sobbing..T.T i jus wan to leave tis family..i hate tis family..
they jus don't belong to me.. i don't mind growing up without them..
i don need their love or care!!!! they don fit me!!!!i hate them!!!!!
YA!!!i make the first step so wat!!!!!is my step aso not urs..
i don need ur care!!!ur care don mean anything to me!!!!
your being a parent to me is selfish, no happiness, no care, no fun, don understand me and wat i think, onli know how to gang up to scold me(wat kind of parent is tis..)..etc..
i hurt myself is because of who!!!!!!i jus don wan o say..i feel tat i have alot of barrel..i jus don know to say..i wan to say sth out..but i know i cant say over you..so as well i jus shut my bloody mouth up..let you scold all you wan..i end up crying in my room alone...i hate to show my weakness side of me infront of ppl..
i make the first step as i believe him as he my God!!!!my saviour!!!!!and getting to know more about him as the day i walk closer to him..wat wrong wif tat!!!!!???someone tell me!!!!!!i alway in the dark of my parent.. i have bear tis for 3 year!!!!!i cant stand tis any more!!!wat should i do!!!!!is my fault to make the first step so!!!!it ur problem to believe in me or wat!!!!!!!!is none of my problem lor!!!ass..i have grown up!!!!!!!!stop treat me like a kid!!!!!!!!!i have my own decision!!!!!i know wat i am doing!!!!no need you to tell me!!!!!i jus enjoy more with my CG ppl!!!!!i enjoy their love and care they give!!!!even their event is really very high and cool something!!!!ur as the parent cant even give!!!!!wat fit do you being a parent of mine!!!!!pls la!!!!!don say i expectation high lor!!!!!is you being a parent is very lousy lor!!!!!!!!why i lie to you!!!!??? now who to blame???!!!though i said it...at the end is you as the parent!!!!wen i am pri4 my life is a piece of shit!!!!(may shit is better than me!!!) you don even let me out..cant have a own phone..have own phone no private..i aso human being ler!!!!!i aso need private lor!!!!pls la!!!!!wat do you treat me as!!!!!!????ur dog ar!!!!!!!???do i look as one of them!!!!???freedom!!!!???wen do i have it!!!???wen i am pri4 and of the year!!!???wat this!!!!ppl have their freedom wen they are in pri3!!!??me ler!!!!bull shit man!!!!!pui!!!!!i don wan tis type of life lor!!!!!save it urself...i don need it!!!!!!wen i pri4 you let me out more offen or don reject me..i wont lie to you to go out play lor!!!!!!!!!!!anyway la hor!!!pls la!!!!i don need you this type of bloody ass parent lor!!!!!pui!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kns!!!!!!!!don believe me and not letting me out!!!!as well lock me up with thousand million locker!!!!!!!!better rite!!!!!!???ur will be very dam bloody happy le lor!!!!!KNN!!!!
i feel better now!!!if scold infront of them more better..unless lor..i don even dare..-.-i will get better in time to come((: no worries me k?((:
heart broken into pieces!!T.T
byee~ILY & God Bless You!!